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Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Can we win? My research on the Illuminati continues. I was chatting with Jinger a while ago and we were talking about the Illuminati's activities. The Illuminati is an elite group. A vatican army that controls the media and some other religions. There was this device called HAARP (High Frequency Active Auroral Research Program) it's a device that controls weather patterns and seismic activities. If only the device we used for the good of mankind. I'm afraid this device can kill people with chemicals. I didn't watch Sherlock Holmes but it reveals facts about the Illuminati. The Illuminati was the reason of MJ's death. Whatever was on the news apparently wasn't real. He was killed because he knew too much. As soon as the world unites, the Illuminati takes action. I've been thinking, what if we united against the Illuminati? I mean eliminate them for good. They were also behind the MTV VMA's. They base everything on numbers (talk about math.). The numbers 11 and 13 are significant to them for some reason. They drove it too far. I just can't believe it. I thought it was just the music industry. Apparently, it's the government too. Labels: The Investigation on The United States' Music Industry That kid from the room of mirrors @ 1:41 PM Tuesday, April 27, 2010 ican'tkeepup. Time is moving too fast. I just can't keep up. In a few days, the month of May begins. Summer went by fast. A few weeks ago, it was me, my brother and Aldz starting to practice on voice lessons. Now, our lessons are about to end and the recital is coming soon. I feel like I used my summer productively. After my last session with T. Louie, the audition begins. Me, my brother and Aldz are excited at the same time, terrified. I planned to use 2 songs for the audition. "Jenny" -The Click Five as my main song and "Kismet"- Silent Sanctuary as my back up. This friday, I'm getting advice from my teacher about the auditions. The recital will be held somewhere in May. It's a finale for Trumpets Playshop and Trumpets Musicademy Summer 2010. Then after that, school. I'm practically a Senior. I'm going to miss my Oh yeah, to the newly graduated Ms. Claveria I wish you are our 4th year English teacher. :)) Happy Summer!! :)) Labels: Room Of Mirrors That kid from the room of mirrors @ 10:50 PM Monday, April 26, 2010 I love you.  Kismet- Silent Sanctuary I'm actually sad today. I miss her very much. I haven't felt this way in a long time. Last time (2nd year), I wasn't ready for a real relationship but I pushed on because I really loved her and I never want to lose her. I'd give up everything to be with her. She doesn't know I Story: I met her during early 2009. It was when I'm asking my friend about my other friend's girlfriend. We were going to my friend's cousin's place to chat about it. Then I met her. At first I didn't feel anything for her but.. As days go by, we always talked every night til' 12am or even 1am. We texted each other always. Telling her: "how's love life?", "have you eaten?", "take care", "are you ok?", "can we talk". I cared for her, I always checked up on her seeing if she's ok. Then just after I started my junior year, she got mad at me. Why? I was annoying her. I only did that because I wanted her attention. I broke down and cried (not infront of her). I was devastated, destroyed and broken down. I always hated it when people tease me about her. Not because I don't love her, because I'll miss her more. @ Christmas Eve, she texted me : "Musta?" I was like: "Bakit mo ako tinext? kala ko galit na galit ka saaken?" she replied with: "Di na ako galit sayo. Pinapatawad na kita." I was overjoyed. I didn't know what to think. I replied: "...thank you" she replied: "Merry Christmas." Then we chatted for hours til Christmas came. I got my Christmas wish. It was her to forgive me. We were talking a lot during the holidays and then school started again. I was very excited to see her again but.. I couldn't drag myself to do so. I was paralyzed with the same fear. Rejection. February came. The month of hearts. I greeted her a Happy Valentines Day. she replied with: ":']" I used my imagination and thought that was an infatuation. Of course I know it wasn't true but,.. I went on thinking it was. Just to feel a little loved, I was living a lie. I just couldn't embrace the world. As of now, I'm typing this post because I love her very much. I would give up My everything forever Life doesn't matter Just our souls together" - (Kismet- Silent Sanctuary) I love you. Labels: Love That kid from the room of mirrors @ 9:49 PM Research Update! Ok, I got a tweet from from a someone giving me info on my research. I got a lot of misconceptions. But the search for truth continues. I need more facts to form a conclusion. The research for the occult happenings in the US industry is getting deeper and there are a lot of things I still need to analyze. I just know some satanic cult is running the business. My image on the Freemasons have changed, but not entirely. And also, the Illuminati, As seen in the tweet below, IT DOESN'T EXIST. I'm not sure if he's/she's telling the truth but, it's still an assumption. He/She says: @DrikztheMan Some basic research will show you that the "Illuminati" doesn't exist. So you can relax :-) And also, he/she says: @DrikztheMan Oh. One more thing. We freemasons aren't scary. We are nice. #freemasonry Reference: @monnowman's Twitter account. I have no assurance on what he's saying but, the bizarre happenings in the United States' music industry. Oh yeah, Freemasonry is NOT involved unlike the Illuminati (as that guy/girl says). I'm not sure on what he's/she's saying.. Labels: The Investigation on The United States' Music Industry That kid from the room of mirrors @ 12:54 AM Sunday, April 25, 2010 Mysteries. I've been investigating about the US music industry. Stories like these have been viral around Twitter and Facebook. I've found out a lot ever since Demiee told me about this. I'm still digesting the fact that my favorite artists are into some satanic cult. My current investigation is on the MTV VMA's 2009, The Illuminati and Freemasonry. There's Beyonce who has an "alter-ego" named Sasha Fierce. My recent findings, say that Sasha is Beyonce being possessed and that Umbrella has this "Rain Man" which I don't quite understand. I'm still disappointed with the idea of them trading God away for fame. That's just sick. Right now, my mind is at a confused state as I slowly search for truth. My friends are talking about it on Twitter as we speak. Baphomet, it was printed on Labels: The Investigation on The United States' Music Industry That kid from the room of mirrors @ 12:16 AM Friday, April 23, 2010 brandneweyes. I've been seeking truth these days. I have to admit this self-understanding thing is overwhelming but I feel like I'm knowing everything a bit better. My eyes are now opened and I'm facing everything as it is. I'm devastated about my recent findings. Music was my temporary escape from reality or sometimes, the one who understands me. I recently found out that music in the United States is being run by a satanic cult. I'm not really sure but I'm not stopping in the search for the facts. This new belief is hard to digest but, this is a part of my self-understanding. Music is one of the biggest things in my life. I just need to know this. Labels: The Investigation on The United States' Music Industry That kid from the room of mirrors @ 9:09 PM Missin' U Goodmornight Blogger! Yesterday, she actually PM-ed me. I was actually surprised. She asked me to send her an mp3 of the song "Pyramid" by Charice and Iyaz. It makes me feel better when I see her emoticon smiling. Hah, now I wish I could really see her smiling. I missed the days where I always try to impress her with me suddenly having an odd behavior. I feel embarrassed blabbering this on the net but, I just wanna say I really love her and I feel stupid for ever thinking about giving up. Hmm I wonder what she'll ask for next... But I plan to do whatever it takes to win her heart. Whoa, I'm being too inlove. O_O #nowplaying: Everywhere-Michelle Branch (Yellowcard Version) Labels: Love That kid from the room of mirrors @ 12:17 AM Thursday, April 22, 2010 Cross My Heart -X- Good afternoon blogger. I'm here sharing my emo moments with the world. I always remember that she always completed my day. Even so, I want to take a break from all of this and focus on music for the time being. Look at me, posting my crap on my blog. I felt like it was my fault, I carried the weight of the world and kept on going each and every day. I'm about to collapse. Yet somehow I've made it this far. I guess she's fading away. As much as I want her to stay, I always knew she wont. She has her dreams, I have mine. A lot of times, I used to wish I was dead but.. I remembered I have people who care for me and support me. They always kept me on the ground. I love her but I guess it's pointless to be living in such a dream. As of now, I'm just a songwriter of the band "Lumina" I had enough drama for a high school life. I don't need her anymore. Or.. maybe I do. Labels: Love That kid from the room of mirrors @ 5:02 PM All They Believe In. I'm back to blogging. Yesterday, Me and my friend were chatting about the so-called "secrets" of the MTV VMA's last 2009. For starters, it looked like some occult ritual. I suddenly became interested to research about the said event. As a matter of fact I've uncovered a lot of procedures made within the VMA's. Kanye and T. Swift- (The initiation) The whole "humiliation" thing was a set-up. Taylor probably knew about it. Beyonce and T. Swift- (Acceptance) Taylor was wearing a red dress. When Kanye interrupted, She was wearing a silver dress. And when they hugged a code saying "RDFL 40 PRO DEL ATO" appeared on the screen. When Beyonce hugged Swift, it means acceptance to the "group" Pink- (Ritual) During her performance, her left breast and leg were exposed. A ritual/initiation. Jack Black- (The prayer) He asked the people to pray with him and make the devil sign. Lady Gaga- (The sacrifice) She performed "Paparazzi" which a lot of music lovers were amazed of. But at the end of the performance it seems like she was sacrificed to appease their lord. Personally, I'm still investigating on this. It just seems so bizarre which made me very interested. As a music fan I'm very disappointed that my favorite artists were to trade their lives for fame. I just don't believe it. What I know is it's something about Illuminati and Freemasonry. As of now, I'm still investigating. Labels: The Investigation on The United States' Music Industry That kid from the room of mirrors @ 3:59 PM Monday, April 19, 2010 I'd Risk It All For You.  Labels: Love That kid from the room of mirrors @ 12:05 AM Sunday, April 18, 2010 Concentration. I'm taking a trip to a room of mirrors. I feel like I know others more than myself. I need to know my flaws and reinvent myself. Everyone deserves another chance right? To prove not to anyone, but myself that I can change. I'm messed up and thrashed and I need to snap out of it. I've become weak. I used to be strong, but a sad story left me with a broken heart and fragile emotions which made me more cautious. No one was more emotionally devastated as I was. I was practically dead. That time, I couldn't stop crying. I loved her so much. Now I gotta keep my focus and try not to breakdown. It's time for a new start. Labels: Room Of Mirrors That kid from the room of mirrors @ 11:26 PM |
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