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Monday, May 31, 2010
Sometimes I think you wish me dead. I got scolded by my parents yesterday because I didn't tell them we went to COP. Even so, I thought they already knew. My mom and dad was all mad. After all, it was my fault. I made them worry like hell. My parents took away our cellphones for 2 days. At home, I was devastated. I slept around 9:00pm and woke up around 8am then continued sleeping til' 1pm. I didn't eat or even go to the restroom. Then around 1, we apologized to our dad and he gave us our stuff back. In return, I promised to tell them where were going anytime were going somewhere. Yesterday, I though about my Mom when she was scolding us before that she wishes she never had us. That night I was so depressed I thought about slitting my throat with a knife. I'm so sorry for thinking that. But what you say sometimes really hurts. Song: Perfect- Simple Plan, Welcome To My Life- Simple Plan Labels: Room Of Mirrors That kid from the room of mirrors @ 2:22 PM Saturday, May 29, 2010 Why do I remember you only in times of need? Beautiful Ending- BarlowGirl Gab just finished her bible studies at COP and she's graduating tomorrow. I plan on meeting her tomorrow at her place (as usual) I think it'd be fun. 6 months of church then, we're in the band! :)) When we were @ COP I remembered God. I feel so stupid that I remember Him only in times of need. We plan to be somwhat of a Christian Band. Even so, Christian Rock is one of our band's genres. Anyway, I'm sharing this song that Gab told me about. I loved it. The lyrics were simple but very touching. Has taken so many Love lost cause they all Forgot who You were And it scares me to think That I would choose My life over You Oh, my selfish heart Divides me from You It tears us apart So tell me What is our ending? Will it be beautiful So beautiful? Oh, why do I Let myself let go Of Hands that painted the stars And hold tears that fall? And the pride of my heart Makes me forget It's not me but You Who makes the heart beat I'm lost without You And dying from me So tell me What is our ending? Will it be beautiful So beautiful? Will my life Find me by Your side? Your love is beautiful So beautiful At the end of it all I wanna be in Your arms At the end of it all I wanna be in Your arms At the end of it all I wanna be in Your arms At the end of it all I wanna be in Your arms So tell me What is our ending? Will it be beautiful So beautiful? Will my life Find me by Your side? 'Cause Your love is beautiful So beautiful Song: Beautiful Ending- BarlowGirl
That kid from the room of mirrors @ 3:13 PM Wednesday, May 26, 2010 I can't do it myself. I'm not fine right now. I feel like I have no one to lean on to when I'm falling. I always had everyone's back but I forgot I needed someone to watch over mine. Forced to fake a smile, feeling like life is way too hard on me. I've been overconfident. I can't do this myself. Even with my smarts, why do I feel this stupid? Am I just running around in circles? This feeling is so hard to explain I don't think I'll be fine anytime soon. Maybe I just need to understand myself first before going all problem-solver on anyone else. Even so, I love my friends and I don't ever wanna be alone. I can't face it myself. Song: Solo- Iyaz "I don't wanna walk this earth if I gotta do it SOLO" Labels: Room Of Mirrors That kid from the room of mirrors @ 1:08 PM Tuesday, May 25, 2010 18:00 Good evening blogger. I just got home from Boracay and I'm exhausted. I didn't do much but a trip/vacation really takes it out of you. The beaches there were great but my lazy ass is too lazy to swim and actually do something. Even so, I had fun swimming at night. It's much better than swimming in the morning. I'm going to HongKong tomorrow. And I'm gonna miss being online like this. I hope the have good WiFi signals there. So I'm gonna get the rest of my stuff ready. Bye! :D That kid from the room of mirrors @ 4:41 PM Saturday, May 22, 2010 Sweet Payback. I'm not supposed to be up this late so I'll make this quick. We're going to a whole-week trip. Sun-Tues is Bora! Then Wed-Sat is HK. I'm gonna miss my phone's reception for a few days. The summer is almost up and I don't wanna go to school yet even though I wanna see my classmates. I just hate my school. One of my reasons for liking rock music is because the school disapproves it and because I find choirs boring unless they're like the Glee kids you see on TV. The school only cares about it's image. I can rarely see the students exercising their talents in the way they want and not what the school thinks they want. I can't wait to strip myself from the label "Stephenian" and leave the school behind. I'm gonna miss high school but not the school hahah. I can't wait for what's gonna happen this 2010. Bands, music and lots more. I just wish the school to be less boring. No wonder kids there are trying to pull pranks and such on school grounds. As this is my last year @ SSHS, I suggested a song that WILL be performed sometime in the school year (includes prom). It's our last message for our school. Gives You Hell- The All American Rejects. I'm hitting the hay cause it's like 2am in the morning. Bye! :D
That kid from the room of mirrors @ 2:12 AM Friday, May 21, 2010 I Feel Like A Celebrity. Here we go again @ the set of GMA7's Comedy Bar!! So, last Wednesday we were like partying like there's no tomorrow. Jeff arrived late with Chester (Christine's cousin). We stayed for two sets and it finished around 12am. The hosts are always talking to me before the show, in between breaks it's just weird. Even so, I was having fun cause I mean, I talking to celebs that's gotta be something right? The first episode was the one us guys liked. I mean Maxene Magalona was there as a guest on a segment. She was gorgeous. We were like whoa. Oh yea, the previous episode with the Jejebuster found it's match. A new episode with a Jejemon. After the show, I was dropped off @ Jollibee Tomas Morato. Dad picked me up minutes after. NCG!! Absent: Maine Uy, Shara Esteban, Christine Buguina, Gabrielle Ong, Diane Reyes.
That kid from the room of mirrors @ 1:06 AM Saturday, May 15, 2010 Text Messages. Memories are like flooding in again. I miss those nights where we stayed up just laughing, smiling for hours. She sent me a text message a few weeks ago and it was sent around 1:33am. And of course I wanted to talk to her so I replied not noticing I replied about an hour late (OH NO!). Why do I keep ruining my chances? In the morning she was like, I texted you for no reason and I was disappointed. I though she needed someone to open up to. I wanted to be that guy who she can always count on to listen. As of now I'm wondering what she wanted to say. I have a feeling it was very important. I mean, would she text around 1:33am just to chat? Song: It Ends- Faber Drive Labels: Love That kid from the room of mirrors @ 9:00 PM Sunday, May 9, 2010 Somebody needs to know his limits. I'm furious! I can't effin' believe my hell-of-a-twin is hogging my macbook. And no he's not just "borrowing" it. I'm stuck here with the iMac it's not really that bad but the kid needs to know his limits. The fact that it's mine means I can use it whenever I want/need it. He's using it atm. I have a good feeling that he's chatting with his ex again. I mean wont they just shut up and call it off if they already broke up? They're just weird. A couple who breaks up normally try to forget each other and move on. He's been using my Macbook ever since summer began and he's not using the iMac that much. WTF!! He's making it look like it's his and he's there right now typing something I don't give a damn about. I mean ya' know what it's like to have a brother who ALWAYS takes your things without permission? or at least give it to me when I asked for it. It is mine I got it because of my straight 80s on my english card. That kid from the room of mirrors @ 10:54 PM Thursday, May 6, 2010 777! Yesterday was awesome. We were partying like hell! It started hard for us four (Me, Gab, Deniece, Diane) we were exhausted when we got to GMA7. Even so, everything was good. We were there for like two episodes and it was bonding time for us. The first episode I was sitting with Maine and Christine. We were drinking..Gatorade served with siomai and BBQ the stand up comedians here were like, GOOD. The Japayuki and the singer with no lyrics. The second episode was better. There was this stand-up comedian talking about the revolutionary jejemons. He was like "Eow PowZ, mUsZtAh nHa?" we were all laughing in our seats. After the show was where the real party begins. Shara, Howard and Jeff were like drunk. Who would've thought we were the ones who have to look after our ahias and atsis :)). After everything, we went to Shakeys @ Timog the same place where I celebrated my first birthday. It was the best dinner/almost midnight snack. We all then walked to my place after shakeys. It was very near-ish. The day ends/starts with my dad driving all of them home. Thank You DAD. :) That kid from the room of mirrors @ 10:35 PM Sunday, May 2, 2010 All I Wanted. Rock n' Roll blogger! Yesterday was a very musical day. In the afternoon, my cousins visited our place from Eastwood. Teaching guitar to my cousin wasn't easy. Basically because his fingers are shorter than mine. His song was way too challenging for a beginner. The song was "Hey, Soul Sister" and he insisted on imitating a cover from YouTube. The chordset was simple it goes, E, B, C#, A. He then left for his voice lessons @ Trumpets. Me and my other pinsan Jemy along with my mom and my aunt went to eat at a fancy Japanese restaurant. I ate tons of sushi and tofu. It was so goood :P We then went to Araneta to watch Kelly Clarkson's concert for her All I Wanted Tour. It was like a party when she sung "Since You've Been Gone" everybody was like jumping and raising their hands in the air. I was disappointed with "Behind These Hazel Eyes" she used an acoustic version of it. I really wanted the one with the heavy drumbeats. Anyways, the finale was awesome. She ended her concert with "My Life Would Suck Without You" and that number made us yell like maniacs. Kelly is one of my favorite alum from American Idol along with Kris Allen, Adam Lambert, and Chris Daughtry. Labels: Room Of Mirrors That kid from the room of mirrors @ 1:03 AM |
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