Don't You Fake It!

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

In the end, parents can be such asses.

I'm pissed. Technically, not happy. We plan to go to another taping of Comedy Bar at GMA7. My mom was like, "mas malapit na bahay naten sa GMA sasama ka pa sa kanila?" I was so pissed. My mom shouldn't be giving a damn on what we do. I'm fucking 16. I can do things myself. College is the road to independency and I can't wait to leave fucking high school. In a way, I want a car. Why? So I don't need to fucking ask for permission cause I can do things myself. Somehow, I wasn't close to my mom. Our only relationship was by blood. She was this overprotective person who can really get on your nerves. I don't really like her friends either. I always need to make "plastikan" as to not get scolded or so they wouldn't ask questions. She always tell me what she wants me to want but, we all know that that's pointless. I'm sixteen (practically) and I want deserve independence in my actions. I feel so locked up in my house it makes me so fucking sick. At QC, I have a house. In Manila, I have a home. I love my friends. PEACE! >:)

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That kid from the room of mirrors @ 9:43 PM


Sunday, June 27, 2010

Connections Severed.

Okay, I was chatting with Demiee and Clarence at Plurk a while ago and I missed them so much. Last 2008, at 2-Yellow our gang was like, inseparable. I've been reconnecting with all of them while maintaining a close friendship with Gab and the others. Clarence was first. Considering he is my classmate. I still haven't done anything significant but he opens up to me so that's a start. Next would probably be Paul. I mean we're good buds ever since the first grade. I feel like I lost him. I mean, we're friends but I sorta lost him. I'm sad. It's hard to have many friends without losing any. I need advice. I'm really desperate for it. Anyway, it's my brother who keeps getting in the way. I mean I'm an open person but he's practically a soul-less, mindless, being. He always asks these questions that don't really make any sense. He always gives an intellectual but greatly uncalled responses. He is not my twin but an opposite. My parents can't accept the fact that we're not compatible. I'm social, he's silent. I'm clever, he's a bit of a bird-brain. A person who has concern, he's someone who doesn't. Someone who is responsible, he's a person who isn't. I can think in a calm manner, he rushes things and gives his opinion and only agrees to his. We're not friends nor enemies. Brother by blood but not by heart. It's war, we're in a truce. A temporary agreement in most things. We have antagonistic instincts towards each other. You'll never understand us twins opposites.

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That kid from the room of mirrors @ 12:33 AM


Friday, June 18, 2010

Finale: The Fourth Year.

The school started last Tuesday June 15, 2010. I couldn't help but be excited and terrified. I was thinking it was starting from the beginning. I wasn't that close with my friends unlike before. Especially since our classes were separated in the 3rd year of high school. Man, I miss my 2nd year class. Who was there anyway? My gang. Paul, Clarence and the others. I like where I am now I mean, close to new friends but I can't forget the ones who really stuck out for me when I wasn't really "known" or "understood" in school. But cheers to a new school year with endless possibilities. I love my seat in chinese class. Camel, Wina, Raymond, Maine, Rie, Dionie and Jefferson were there.

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That kid from the room of mirrors @ 8:56 PM


Sunday, June 13, 2010

Traced.

Okay, so school starts on Tuesday and I'm stoked. Reuniting with my friends, and lots of chaos and mayhem in the classroom. Prior to college, I plan to do a webseries. It will air sometime this June 2010. I've casted my friends to do it with me. I can't wait to do it with them I know it's gonna be a bonding experience for all of us. It will be my acting, directing and producing debut. I'm so excited. It also got me thinking, I wanna win a Webby or Streamy for this project. And about school, I plan to take digital filmmaking in college and have music production as a "Plan-B". I'm gonna miss summer...

That kid from the room of mirrors @ 11:19 PM


Thursday, June 10, 2010

Michael Jackson

My research on the Illuminati continues. The music industry is fucked up. Artists try to get away from the hands of the Illuminati but they end up getting arrested and killed. I feel so infuriated. In the case of MJ, he died around June 25, 2009. He died along with 2 other celebrities. MJ was being hunted, assassinated. I've been watching a new set of videos online about the Illuminati and such and I find them very informative and convincing. We should not sit here waiting for nothing, WE NEED TO ACT.

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That kid from the room of mirrors @ 6:35 PM


Friday, June 4, 2010

Note from that sad kid. :(

I'm taking interest in acting after watching this television series. Then I remembered my past researches. The Illuminati have complete control over media and such. Right now, I feel somewhat devastated. My dreams crushed by a cult that couldn't be dealt with. I'm actually trying to get into showbusiness either in music or film but, knowing this, I feel so confused, uneasy and a bit angry. All my life, I wanted an adventure and I found out about the performing arts, but now, I don't know what to do really. I mean, I wanna be in the business but NOT associated with the Illuminati. I'm devastated right now. I mean, all I believe in, crushed. I guess when you want something, you gotta pay the price. Even so, I'm an Anti-Illuminati and I believe that God will give me the answer on this.

[Note from that sad kid.]

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That kid from the room of mirrors @ 12:50 AM


Tuesday, June 1, 2010

I look at myself in the mirror seeing this.

  1. A good friend who's always there for everyone.
  2. That kid who dreams to be on stage with electric guitars.
  3. A clever and resourceful kid who always has a "Plan-B" or "Back-up Plan"
  4. An aspiring songwriter.
  5. That person who doesn't let a bump on the road get him down.
  6. That guy who could scream and cry for the right reasons.
  7. Versatile.
  8. That guy who gets hungry around midnight.
  9. A school delinquent.
  10. That kid who always means it when he says "I love you"
Song: Only Fooling Myself- Kate Voegle

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That kid from the room of mirrors @ 10:55 PM